boring! sigaw ng walang magawa. wala na bang bago nakakasawa na kase. pabalik balik na lang. gusto ko naman ng iba, yung interesting. interesting? ewan kung ano yun basta kakaiba. anlabo kausap no? bahala na kayo.

Kilig. Last I felt this kind of feeling when I was first year college for my first boyfriend and now I am in my senior year. Can you imagine the length of time that I feel it again? well, medyo matagal-tagal din. Worth it naman.

Last Feb. 13 I met my crush Mr. Eyeglasses kase nga may eyeglasses siya. The story begun when my board mate ask for a favor to give the handouts that I borrowed to Mr. Eyeglasses. Well, walang pag-aalinlangan na I do the favor..hehehe

chance na ito!

We met and I gave the handouts for a while we talked. OMG! I can’t describe the feeling. gushong! I love his eyes and smile, the way he talk talagang may sense kausap. It freeze me for a moment.

Now, every time we see each other in the school campus we change our “hi’s and hello’s”..

here i go again..
hindi ko namalayaan
it’s there i feel the pain and i can’t resist on it..
why i feel this way?
i know its wrong to love you secretly
but the real thing is i’m loving you.
as i suppressed myself not to love you
but still my heart keep on beating and shouting of your name.

i’m praying that this feeling will fade away.. soon..
coz it really hurt me inside..

it ’s been a long time that i don’t feel this feeling..
a strange, peculiar and unexplainable feeling…
as i remember i fall in love last three year and it back!!!!
the thing sad is I’M SECRETLY IN-LOVE WITH HIM he don’t even notice it i guess?
i think loving him is a wonderful feeling.. loving him secretly is such a hardest thing but I’m contented with it. i know he was happy with what he have right now and I’m happy for that… as long as he is always there for me it is enough for me and to show that he love me and he care for me…..

i realy felt bad today..huhai whaat a blue day.. i can’t figure out wat i realy felt inside me.. i hope this will fade away soon… how i wish theers anesthesia for this pain i felt inside….

You know everything that I’m afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know i should tell you how i fell
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me, I’m too scared to be me
And I’m too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I’m with you
Ooh, I’ve got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I’m the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don’t want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I’m with you
Ooh, I’ve got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there’s no one to talk to, nobody knows
I’ve got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you’re afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I’ve got a crush…

There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn’t lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one. You can put a knife in a man and draw it out. It won’t matter how many times you say I’m sorry, the wound is still there. " A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us."

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can’t keep up and I can’t back down
I’ve been losing so much time

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren’t coming out right
I’m tripping on words
You’ve got my head spinning
I don’t know where to go from here

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it’s you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

There’s something about you now
I can’t quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it’s you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it’s you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

i’m so thankful…,,
i caN
SaY tHaT
i fuLLy rEcOveRed
fRom a niGhtmare
i eXpeRiEncEd…

fiRst time ko ma.in-love..,,,
sUcH a wOnDerfUl feeLing
kung aLaM niYo lang…!!!
pewo ang maLaMan mO na
ang taong minamahal mo
ay sa simula,t sapol pa lang
ay niLoloKo ka lanG paLa!!!
huhai nakakainis taLaGa…
anyWay, maTagaL na din yun eh…
kaHit na ganun,
iM sO thAnkfuL
beCaUse one daY
thEre’s someOnE wHo sHoweD
mE tHat i’M sPeciaL
hOw wOndErFuL iS iT
tO LoVe and tO bE LoveD
hehehe

i hOpE soMeDay i’LL meEt thE guY
wItH hiM i’LL eXperieCe tHe tRue maGic oF LovE
witHout aNy pRetEntiOn…

iM noT oN a huRRy anywaY…
‘cOz i kNoW GoD sEt aLreAdY
wHo woULd bE mY PRINCE CHARMING…